*
Not yet finished melting :the sun
–you can hear its sea struggling
spilling over though each morning
it comes from behind now
brushes against this cemetery gate
that’s still shining, floating past
–to this day you go home
the back way –you don’t see
your reflection or the ground
face to face with shoreline
–what you hear are waves :one hand
reaching for another and in the dark
you let your fingers unfold end over end
then close, gather in these fountains
as if they belong one side then another
are nearly too much stone –here
where this gate is filling its lungs
and you tearing it in two.
*
Again The Times, spread-eagle
the way these subway doors
once were waves opening out
as the faint wings beating now
between your arms and the track
–a dark, single thread
pulls this sea under
though on the bottom
you can’t be sure it’s morning
or two shorelines, side by side
crawling into that slow, climbing turn
half sand, half you never get used to
–page over page
covered with weeds :feathers
from a long way off –you can touch
their darkness :words still dangerous
circling with seabirds :your eyes
don’t want you, are closed.
*
Lower and lower this fan
smells from stone and the ice
broken off your forehead
still in the same, tight turn
holding on, almost back –you stare
even with sunglasses, the ones
you wear at funerals, cooled
the way this small room
has already started as snow
not yet the invisible arm in arm
louder and louder overhead
without a trace and no place to go
to harden, take hold, darken
let its wings down, close
your eyes and the ceiling.
*
Appearing and disappearing, this gate
you wave between one hand
after the other and doves on cue
break through the way each flourish
opens midair, is helped along
clearing the rooftops, palms up
–on your back as the aimless path
that has such low windows
–from nowhere, no longer white
each stone is closing its wings
letting go the sky, the graves
and just as suddenly your shoulders.
*
These graves listen to you
though they lean too far
half side to side, half
taking hold your spine, blinded
in front by sunlight, in back
by its endless bending down
as if together these bones
would steady you, in time
your limp disappear
already the small stones
buried here, there, in the open
to tell you what happened.
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